The Black Lodge

Schadenfreude

“Gotta get this done,” He thought to himself. His feet hurt. To Him, completing the daily chores assigned to Him was the epitome of his experience. He had no need for outside things, his work was satisfactory.

He came home to his wife, and was immediately reminded of the lingering burden of other people. That their consciousnesses had an effect on Him, and that He, in turn, could influence their experiences with his actions. This was a foreign concept to Him, and one He did not care to dwell on for fear of overwhelming Himself.

“How was work, honey?” His wife asked in an attempt to maintain some sort of normalcy in their relationship.

“Oh, nothing much,” He responded, half-listening to Her question, half-fantasizing about being back at work. Quite a lot happened, in fact. Mrs. Henderson came through the register today, bringing him that oft-desired glimpse of joy in his otherwise disparaging life. He would never tell Her about that, though. She would suspect something, the conniving bitch. Always imposing on His happiness. Always expecting something more than He could offer. Always, never stopping to wonder how He felt about the situation.

As they sat around the dinner table, He stared at His plate with reluctance. The vegetables laying there looked at least a week old, and if She would just come by the store….but of course, She refused to be seen in the same environment as Him.

They loved each other.

aging, gaining middle-aged housewives careen their unwieldy Sport Utility Vehicles from one house of consumption to another.they stuff their faces with equal-parts TV, TV dinner, and TeleVangelism, and are taken aback at the suggestion that they aren’t superior to the “blacks, mexicans, arabs.”

children consume the same drugs, the same products, the same fads as their predecessors, in an unyielding act of rebellion.they idolize people they will never meet, dream of kissing the same person as their peers, and can’t see the beauty of their childhood through the idol worship.

bars open early for those patriotic God-fearing sons’a bitches who can’t get through the day without their bourbon. they banter, bicker and laugh. they trade stories about the “goddamn wetbacks, fucking socialists, and that nigger president.” they are america.

teenagers emulate the dead and forgotten, imbibing drugs and alcohol in quantities far beyond their years…..in search of an aesthetic. they avoid social interaction, unless completely necessary, and they bullshit their way into drug abuse by claiming some creative impulse is derived forthwith.

They’re all full of shit.

hi tumblr

We haven’t spoken in quite some time. How have you been? still regurgitating /b/ memes and being annoying as fuck?

yes.

I am intoxicated, which means my attempts at the written word are forthcoming. Expect them within the next hour.

"I would suggest to everybody, don’t stop drinking."

Lars von Trier

"[Cannes] provides artists from around the world with an exceptional forum to present their works and defend freedom of expression and creation."

Cannes Film Festival, who banned a man for a shitty joke.

"I’m very proud of being persona non grata. I’ve never been that before in my life, and that suits me extremely well."

Lars von Trier, Nazi sympathizer.

Move along, Tennant fans, this is Doctor Who here.

Move along, Tennant fans, this is Doctor Who here.

"I’ve never known a musician who regretted being one. Whatever deceptions life may have in store for you, music itself is not going to let you down."

Virgil Thomson

I am single

because before I can be asked to develop interest in someone else

I need to become interested in myself.

"It is difficult to live without opium after having known it because it is difficult, after knowing opium, to take earth seriously. And unless one is a saint, it is difficult to live without taking earth seriously."

Jean Cocteau